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Life is unpredictable


hmmm...yesterday was at the wake..never go to work...received the news that my father de another father passed away...at first i dun feel very sad..juz feels that life is so unpredictable...i am nt close with tat grandfather..cause only see him a few times...the last time i saw him is during cny...i thought that grandfather is god-grandfather but i came to realise he's closer than god-grandfather..i went to the funeral on last friday and on sunday...sunday is the last day of the wake..need to go thru the procedure of kneeling and praying...up till now i did not shed a tear..until monday...we have to wake up very early..and went thru the procedure again...when the coffin was moved away..i can felt my eyes watery..hmmm..but no tears yet....after we walked a distance...we gt on the bus and headed towards the mandai crematory( i dun noe how to spell)...when the coffin was slowly pushed into the "fire"...i shed tears...felt unhappy and understand wat is "life is unpredictable"....