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Friday, January 05, 2007Y

Devastated


knowing wat happen really is like "thunder in a sunny day".but its not the first to me so i am a little bit too calm..so calm and cool that i am so afraid of myself..guess i am really utterly and thoroughly disappointed..dun ask me how or why...it's a long story..
but i still couldnt help but to feel sad...i cant afford to say wrong things, cant afford to make wrong decisions cause the consequences are too much for me to bear...i regretted..but wat can i do.. i merely expressing my feelings and thoughts..and there bad things happened..i merely want to evoke a sense of responsibilty in you..but somehow i failed..i dont understand you enough to take this risk..no medicine can save you..why cant you grow up and learn to take responsibility..too many chances are given to you and you took it for granted so long...you are responsible for many things but you threw them aside and leave us in misery...what you promised you would change for the better but you didnt...you failed and you dont bother..you made me lost so much of wat could have been happiness...i just want a simple life and you cant even fulfilled that...its not your fault...its not anyone's fault but mine...

heart blue w/ glitter 12:57 AM