Wednesday, March 28, 2007Y
Tiong Bahru Plazatonight,
i went to this place named tiong bahru plaza..
dun rememeber going there b4..
i met a friend there and we had jap food..
the jap restaurant opp sakae sushi..
the ramen there is quite nice..
i had char siew ramen, chawamushi and fried tofu
the dinner is enjoyable..
though had 1 "ah lian" there.
after dinner, we tot of catching a movie.
but we didnt.. no movies to watch..
so we went to THAT CD SHOP to browse..
and then we went home.. by train..
the train was really packed with commuters.
and we had to wait for the next..
because i really hate squeezing with ppl..
LOL..
10:45 PM
Unknown feartoday as i walked along the road.
a sudden fear gripped my heart.
i felt so scared and alone..
suddenly.
no one was at the bus stop.
it made me felt worse.
i cant described tt terrible and scary feeling in me.
i stood alone.
waiting.
with my heart beating fast.
i dunno wats happening.
but i felt so scared.
maybe i need a get-away
11:30 PM
Sing-a-Longearly afternoon..
gt a call from my friend..
the event tt cancelled resumes..
and so after finished some housework..
i went out.
to woodlands and we have a party-world session..
eyes very dry.
too cold..
fatigue overcomes me.
i need to slp.
after dinner..i went home..
sorry guys cant join u all at stevvy hse..
i was wondering why the food court at lot one look-so-not-nice..
the food zone at causeway is really nice..
tried the grill-manna stall..
chicken leg rice..
yummy..
9:23 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007Y
Robert Frost: The Road Not Taken (1915)Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages
hence:Two roads diverged in a wood,
and I--I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
and i wonder what would nt be the same if i have chosen the other way.
11:48 PM
SuPer-mE3++ hrs..
for dreaming.
thanks to the teacher or whoever
shouting into the mic like everyone is deaf.
early in the morning.
big fuss over newspaper collection.
bpgh.(bukit panjang govt. high)
as if i was sitting there.
So far but seems so Near.
shop for bits and pieces with beat.
neccessities to make accessories.
big fat bird.
symbolic structure.
joyful.
peace.
optimistic.
prosperity.
trimming hair.
shopping while waiting for pri friend.
i'm dead beat.
dinner at mosburger.
ebi.
icemilktea.
long john.
spilling.
Lol.
bus seems to have mini accident?
no idea..
slping..
thunder.
raining.
Lol.
one step nearer to my bEd..
11:24 PM
friDay nitE..met up with a 2 -years- plus- nv-contact-n-see de friend..
watched mr bean.
nt as fantastic as i expected.
well.but still funny.a bit.
then homed.
a little late there.
dimly lit road.
bright stars hanging above the dark sky .
shadows creeping.
seems to be darker than usual.
ppl fishing.
ppl talking.
ppl cycling.
ppl biking.
lucky day.
closed my eyes.
listen to the waves.
feel and enjoy this very moment.
the benches.
the mosquitoes.
the m**** couple.
the hot milo.
Lol..
memorable..
fun..
thank you.
在我生命中的每一天(苏)看时光飞驰
我祈祷明天
每个小小梦想能够漫漫实现
我是如此平凡却又如此幸运
我要说声谢谢你
在我生命中的每一天
(成)看时光飞驰
我回首从前
曾经是莽撞少年曾经度日如年
我是如此平凡却又如此幸运
我要说声谢谢你
在我生命中的每一天
(成)让我将生命中最闪亮的那一段与你分享
(苏)让我用生命中最嘹亮的歌声来陪伴你
(成)让我将心中最温柔的部分给你
在你最需要朋友的时候
(苏)让我真心真意对你在每一天
(音乐)(合)让我真心真意对你在每一天
11:13 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007Y
Looking forward..
oh well..
just return home from work..
abit tired..
looking forward to the next outing.
coming weekend..
and yeah..
one of my long- time- no- see bestie is joining us..
yeah..
so happy..
and i shd get a haircut soon..
really cant stand it anymore..
got the urge of cutting my hair with my own hands..
gonna go to hairdresser on this weekend..
the one my boss recommend..
hmm..
yest went out with my sisters on a shopping trip to town
shop at topshop, zara and mango..
all of us bought something..
ll and fy bought 1 jeans each..
and i bought 2 plain tops..
o well..
lucky didnt spent much..
we had dinner at MOS burger..
then one of my besties called and we went to chill out..
to where : "I dont know"
haha..
well, we ended up in Holland Village..
after circling ard the area..
going past the "cars paradise"
wat we do in Holland V?
just to chill as said..
wx had the chocolate trio..
chocolate with chocolate chip and belgian chocolate..
sinfully sweet and nice..
ll and me shared a Cookies and cream..
not bad also..
i was home abt 12 plus..
and i just went to slp without going online..
slp earlier than usual..
lol..
i heard dog's barking non-stop..
and i wonder why it keep barking..
9:02 PM

our little prince from the east is yawning away
Grandpa's bday
went to my grandma house..
at aljunied..
one hour plus of journey..
if nt with the accompany of my cousin and bro..
i gonna bored to death..
elated at the sight of my little cousin..
below are some pics of our little idol..
enjoy.. =)
close-up of my cute little cousin
unique way of slping.. haha..
his smile worth a thousand pounds..not forgetting my adorable cousin who grew up with me..
10:30 PM
Saturday March 17 2007woke up..
went to work..
till about 3pm.
went to the tailor's (Elizabeth) with my boss ,beatrice
heard them saying Elizabeth is a very cute and friendly aunty..
when we reached there..
sure she is..
then i walked ard with beat at the bras basah complex..
woo.. there are quite a lot of shops ard there..
printing..bookshops..u named it..
beat says there is 1 tian jin restaurant's food not bad..
yum yum..
then we went to the national library
and there's some Enthic show going on..
the costume quite weird looking..
look modern..rather than enthic..
and i saw pj there..
then beat brought me to the toy museum..
now then i know there's such place in singapore.
pardon my ignorance..
actually there are many places here i nv been b4..
got time and opportunity shd go explore ard..
and ya..we didnt went in..
cause beat meeting her friend ard 4 plus..
and we went to have a snack at Ah Teng's Bakery
located at Raffles Hotel..
then..ya i meeting my buddies at 5pm..
and i tot they are likely to be late..
so i walked to Raffles City with her..
and i saw my supervisor while i was working in robinsons..
and i cant recall her name..
my memory's failing..
alone..
i walked ard raffles city..
then i was thinking how silly i am..
lol..
so ll, fy and i ShOp..
it was 5 plus and the guys not here yet..
we walked ard and ll saw a necklace she liked at Accessorize..
there we saw Elaine and Wilfred..
then we went bugis village to shop..
while shopping ,we were wondering..
hey wat took the guys so long?
then later than 545pm ..
sam and wenxin reached..
hmm..and we left bout less than 30min to eat..
oh great..
had our quick dinner at LAi LAi Niu RoU MiAn..
and we were late of 300..
alrite jus 1 or 2 insignificant scenes late though.
it's a nice show..
Spartans.. very far before our time..
fighting for freedom..
fighting scenes..though bloody but exciting..
a movie..depicting Man, Culture,History..
a show u would not want to miss.. if u are above 18..
and i like one of the scenes..
where the king led the 300..
and he says..
"i brought more soldiers than you did, old friend...."
impressive..
numbers doesnt matter..its the spirit..
after 300
a little shopping at kino.
sam bought a comic..and i bought "how to walk on high heels"
1 book i've been looking for..
the not-all-present group hunting for a place to chill out..
full- house at most places..
and then the girls blindly followed the guys to Shaw Tower
and as we suspected..
wx drove his car here..
we headed to town..but it seems tt we have nowhere to go..
after driving in 1 circle..
wx brought us to Hong Kong Cafe situated at East Coast..
some nice dim sum we had..
and it's a small world..
wx saw his brother there..
and they exchanged cars..
and did i mentioned..
when the girls walked to where he first parked the car..
in front of us..he drove off with sam..
without noticing our approach..
alright so we had to walked back..
and ..to East Coast Park..
many tents and ppl there..
sitting on the bench just in front of the beach..
unlucky as usual..
cloudy night.. sob sob..
lots of planes flying above..
a little windy..
and we had 1 "
St
AMford raffles" refused to sit down..
this is the 1st time we were there..the 5 of us..
enjoying the sea breeze and talking bout our upcoming trip and
future trips and some sec sch stuff..
How relaxing.. how heavenly..
it's a pity tt the guys are nt joining us..
i guess the 4 ladies shall go themselves..
after all..it's our first overseas trip together..
time just sneaked away
and we didnt realised until then..
and we had no choice but to go.. at 2 plus..
same place..different time..different company..
different experience..
i was thinking few years later
how great it will be.
if things are like what it is today
those that cannot be taken for granted
i treasure and cherish..
and the journey home..
i slept and they talked?
no idea..i supposed
went home in half slping mode..
sleeping soundly in my comfort zone..
*Thanks* =)
11:03 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007Y
Makansutrai had my dinner at makansutra..
yummy..
haha..
enjoyable dinner..
oh..and i noticed there's a floating platform building ard there..
and the ferris wheel is build half way..
i guess this year's ndp..will be ard tt area..
try smiling and everything will be ok..
11:34 PM

站在十字路口的我
应该如何抉择...
12:08 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007Y
Disappointmenti dont usually open my letter box..
today i have the urge to open it..
and when i did,
my heart just sank..
actually for all u know..
i have little hope for my application for nie.
cause i didnt not perform up to expectations for my result and interview..
deep down i knew i will not make it this time..
thx for the faith and encouragement..
sorry..
i disappoint my friends just as it did to myself..
to be frank
part of me
hope i didnt got the job..
because i knew i am nt prepared for it..
i juz merely wants to continue to study..
i seems to want to behmmm..
in the study category hmm..but..
as most of my friends did.
but for now..
i just have to put it aside..
i felt left outsometimes..
i couldnt help it..
but well,
i guess i'm better off than those wasting their time doing absoultely nothing.
and not even working or studying..
but it failed
as a consolation
to me
i could only blame myself for not studying hard enuff
though i really tried my ultimate best
i should have nothing to regret..
sometimes, i feel that i am contented with what i have now..
but somtimes i'm not..
always in search of
oh ya..
recently..
tt something
just recently
and the book is named
the life plan
to fill the
emptiness in me..
i read in a book..
when you fail,
understand why do u fail
and dun broods over it anymore
move on..
its all bout overcoming that feeling of "failure" in you..
i'm trying my best to do tt as well..
at this very moment..
mixed feelings and emotions growing.
hunger, (cos i skipped my dinner..haha)
fear,
disappointment,
lost,
sadness,
fatigue,
all that is negative.
its all in me now..
guess i should continue to try
and not to give up on what i want to do
no one
ya..dun give up..
really understands
how i feel
at the moment i can only rely on myself..
i seek no consolation nor understanding at home
all i get are wrongful accusations and endless of nagging and reprimanding...
what i did is always
wrong to them
and i dont see the reason why..
meanwhile.
mayb i should try to change my life for the better..
Forgive, forget and dun dwell on it..
you will never knows until you try..
10:57 PM

What lies behind us,
and what lies before us are tiny matters
compared to what lies within us.
11:38 PM
Monday Blueson the way to work today..
there were many ccks students ard me..
they seemed to have dismissed early..
envy..
haha..
that brought back my sec sch memories..
how we used to sometimes walked to lot one to have a simple lunch
or just to hang ard..
all of us just wanna stay and walked ard instead of going home..
these are the memorable days that i will remember now and in the future..
those days in library..
all the fun with my friendly and thoughtful seniors..
though we quit like few months later..
but we are now very good friends and i hope it never will change..
all the silly games of hide and seek..
and the ghostly stories..
all out of our imagination and told by those experienced..
haha..
hey..though choir days are quite boring
but its just enjoyable after the tiring lessons..
choir outings..
though is rare now..but should not be taken for granted..
you never knows until you makes the move
9:15 PM
dinner with bestieshad dinner with my besties..
at lot one..
ajisen..
chicken teriyaki dry noodles..
hmm..i feel tt the taste ok only..
maggie mee tastes nicer..
lol..
maybe i should not choose dry de..
lol..
我好像在期待些什么..
12:26 AM
Sat 10/03/07working..
no ppl..
sales was bad..
went national library
then golden mile..
but the building is nt like golden colour as fy friend says..
haha..
but tt area is very thai..
thai supermarket..
thai words..
lol..
just the 2 of us..
went shopping
but guess both are nt in shopping mood..
we are in eating mood..
wahhahaha..
so we went to sakae..
and guess who we saw..
Ho Wei Jian Derrick
he's sooo cute..
omg..
guess we are lucky..
after dinner..
we went to kinokuniya..
so guai rite..
and bought a book..
named the LIfe Plan..
700 ways to make your life better..
interesting book..
and its in GrEeEn CovEr..
haha..
after tt..
the kino closed ..
and we decided to go hm..
we headed to the bus stop..
and there were a lot of ppl..
we get so sick
and we decided to walk to the previous bus stop
and..we waited for a long time..
and then we decided to walk further down..
and we realise no 960 there..
so we walked further down..
then we spotted SMU..
then we just walked and walked..and we saw The Cathay..
hoho..
we walked from bugis junction to like near DB mrt..
haha
and we missed a few buses..
by the time we took the bus
is about 1045pm..
tot we went home..
no we went to ll house..
talk crap watch tv..
till 245am..
and a flying cockcroach makes us scream..!
lol.. =)
2:01 PM
friday 9/03/07my boss went overseas le..
leaving me and my colleague..
oh..hope the sales will not be too bad..
after work..
dinner at marina sq's asian kitchen
haha.
my friend ask me wat i wanna eat..
i say anything..
in the end..
i turn out to be fussy..
ironic..
so i had Dan Dan Mian..
and he had tom yum..
his tom yum looks like stick noodles with Qing Tang..
but actually not..
hmm..then went to lp.
its been 5 years since i went there..
things changes..
almost couldnt recognise..
Long yao men..
something tt used to be there but nt anymore now..
facing the sea..
cloudy night..
guess i am unlucky..
can only spot few stars..
and i even mistaken it as plane..
i prolly giddy..
haha..
there are a lot of orange lights opposite..
in contrast with the dark sea.
the picture could nv be more beautiful..
first time
climb over railing..
lol..
lucky i was in jeans..
so relaxing
tt i keep on yawning..
it provides an environment
to sort your thoughts out..
to rest your mind down..
away from the noise..
we can see fort siloso..
vivo city..
to be there..
the feeling is so different..
time passes so fast
but you dont feel it moving..
and i just want to stay there..
not wanting to leave..
great place for you to think quietly
to sort things out..
and to talk..
there are quite a few malays here and there...
guess malays family like to have this kind of gathering
which i think is good..
it strengthens family bond..
and we wonder
is human testing justifiable?
if one is given a huge sum of money
to be a testing subject..
it may help the very poor..
but is human life worth tt much..
how do we guage..
how do we measure one human life..?
my friend feels tt if lets say the human is in debt..
and need a huge sum of money..
ppl give him the money but he has to be the lab subject..
so he gets to clear his debts and have money to spend..
and just have to be the testing subject.
then there will be no morality issue..
ya its true..
but i still feels that is not justifiable..in view of human life..
but maybe in the situation.. it is ..
is just a thinning line between wrong and right..
is difficult to make a clear stand on this..
there is no black or white..
but grey ..
1:20 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007Y
默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢笑着和你说再见
11:57 PM
Tremors..there were 2 tremors..
but i dont feel anything..
hmm..
i heard from my boss..
ppl were evacuated in some places..
some given half day off..
how come i dont feel anything..?
haha..prolly i was moving ard..
heard that sam was sick...
hey dude..take care and get well soon.. :P
9:20 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007Y
Chilling out yesterday night..
had a chill out session at wx hse
.. with fy, sam, ll,wx..
all was fun..
the games..
the wine..
the beer..
the music..
times spent with besties are great..!
reached home ard 4 am..
dots.
but short the other 2..
if not..
will be super duper fun..!
5:46 PM
Boring day
Just another day..
had a very big quarrel
with her
a lot of accusations..
she said a lot of
hurting words
which peirce thru
my heart
another super boring dayleaving it to bleed
with flowing tears..
these wounds
when touched..
you feel the pain..
didnt go to work..there i was..
woke up with
swollen eyes..
went to sc..
and we wait,
wait and wait..
stay home slack?stupid alarm rang
though i had it off..
what an embarassment
haha..you may wonder why
after that..
is another wait..
results were out..
six years..
a blink of eye and
it will pass..
why why why?someone says..
i said to him
nothing..
Nothing much la..i am tired to
say anything
doesnt help
anyway..
because i am on leave..well only one day onlyif i were to choose..
i really wish
i never exist..
tmr still have to work..lolhoping for a better tmr..
5:27 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007Y
A Close Shave!This morning, as usual i went to work..
While i was crossing the road..
a grey coloured car just drove past in front of me..
that was a green man..
and a red light for the cars to stop
but the grey car didnt intend to stop but just drove on at a fast speed..
i was quite shocked..
staring at the car as it goes..
i was wondering if i walked a little faster,
would the car knocked me down..?
and i ended in hospital?
haaha....
and maybe i would be dead by then..
how lucky i was..
thank god..
okay..work as usual..
but these few days got quite some weird customers..
ended work early today..
met bibi,kx,desmond,mingsui..at lot one
let's eat restaurant..
sumptous dinner.
desmond's treat..thank you!!desmond..
and we saw..huilin, jia xin,xin lin..oooh..
cckss gathering?
after dinner we went to the newly opened shop
called wang jiao..
hmm..the cream of yam with ice cream not bad..
and ya..we saw huilin they all again..haha..
this time kaixin's treat..thanks..
lolx..
below is what a friend sent me..and is very meaningful..nice saying..Friendship is like standing on wet cement.
The longer you stay, the harder it is to leave
and you can never go without leaving footprints behind
yeah..and i am very glad that things are getting on the right track..
yesh!
hope our friendship grows stronger..
now i need to worry for another thing..haix..
10:31 PM