there are times when you want to sms someone
just to keep him in contact
just to know what he is doing now.
just want to know how he's feeling right now.
just want to let him know that you misses him.
wanted soo much to be able to see him.
you wanted to sms him whenever you wanted.
to care for him.
but you hesitated.
you are afraid that you care too much.
so much so that it might make him unhappy.
you dont want him to be unhappy.
so afraid that you might lose him.
that is it.
it's difficult to strike the balance.
what is life?
life is about balance.
to be able to do what you want to do when you want to do.
that is life.
10:50 PM
