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Sunday, January 06, 2008Y
i have decided to maybe so called withdraw a little from this very much treasured relationship.. maybe putting too much effort aint a good idea... my life shouldnt evolved ard tt special someone.. which i subconciously does.. without knowing it.. losing myself into it..
mayb i should nt expect anything from him. then there wont be disppointment.. mayb i will be more happy.. or at least wont b sad..
ya.. i dun understand u.. with the little time little conversations we had little communication we had.. i really dun understand.. i dun understand why u dun understand its hard for me to understand and trying to control my emotions when i gt no response from you. u dun understand girls are more sensitive than u guys. u dun understand how i feel when i see no reply from u i dun expect immediate reply but at least a reply.. u dun understand how i was hurt by my ex .. and tt ..i am once bitten twice shy.. and tt when similar things start to happen.. i worried.. maybe i think too much and ya i think too much but u dun understand tt is bcos of the environment i grow up in made me who i am, made me forced me to think much more.. u think i dunn wan to like other ppl who have a happy family or rather a complete family.. i wished i had one..but no.. things are not gonna be the same again.. on the surface i dun seems to care but nobody knows deep inside it does matters a lot.. nobody knows..
nobody.. nobody knows i wanted to study but i cant. and they keep asking me about it.. its a torture.. to have to go thru these again and again. i dun wan anyone to know in detail just dun pester me about my studies..
life is short .. i wan to do the things i like to enjoy my everyday..as much as possible to overcome the fears and uncertainties in life. i know what i am doing and i will do wat i supposed to do if i can. so dun tell me to do sth i really cant do.
