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=)

rainbow, treasuring every moments...

super moody day

I GET SO IRRITATED,HAVING TO DO STH THATS LIKE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE I'M DOING..WTH.
how to finish it when ppl keep talking..baka..

19.05.2008 monday..

i stayed home whole day..
till night, went to tea party and we have duck Pizza..
not bad..

20.05.2008 tuesday

think i met fy and ling at orchard..
hhaa..my memory's failing..

cant remember others le..
so i jumped..skipped..

23.05.2008 friday

went to bplaza to have Swensens with ling fy and wx..
i had crayfish pasta..so long nv eat..
haha..
then wenxin and i shared Topless 5..
and ling n fy shared SCC..
hmm..and we saw huiyi..
haha..so long nv see her le..

oh ya..
i saw a small cockcroach there..
lucky i finished eating le..
it was roaming at the glass window before it made its way to my table..
when i saw, i jumped a little and scream..
ok a screech i guess.
was feeling "yucks"..
i think fy they all gt frightened by me..
haha

24.05.2008 sat

the four of us..
all girls..we went to CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 3..
haha..purpose is to go see aeroplanes, go shop and go eat Popeye chicken and biscuit..
heee..
one disappointment is the viewing mall..
it's too far away from the aeroplanes..
and we can see our own reflection..
duh..
haha..
ok..we eat first then we walked ard..
love the coleslaw and whipped potatoes..
biscuit too buttery..too salty..

after that we took 36 i think ..
to town..
then we shop...
shop and shop..
the weather super hot..
then we went to tea party to chill..
some have tea.some have mocha.some have milk tea..
we recalled the times in sec sch..and all the ghostly encounters..
..had fun...=)

25.05.2008 sunday

went to sentosa with my cousins..
family day...haha..
guess wat..no bicycles for rent..
#$%@#%..
sian..
so we just walked ard and go shopping at vivo..
wah..my cousin ..very li hai shop..
she bought like 4 tops? ..LOL

除了想你, 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记,整理心情(打开心情)
我真的真的想放弃

你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我一次一次
忽略我的感受

我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情
不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你

这种回忆
不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹

这样的你
不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情

我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心

放弃爱你

a song dedicated from my sis

隱藏自己的疲倦

表達自己的狼狽

放縱自己的狂野

找尋自己的明天

向你要求的誓言

就算是你的謊言

我需要愛的慰藉

就算那愛已如潮水

Beautiful as it is.
short-lived as it is .

Painful as it is,
Long-lived as it is.

Same song.
Same singer.
Same listener.
Different feelings.

Listen with your heart.
That's how i feel.

16.05.2007 friday

it's been ages since the Rainbow met up..
its the whole group!..
how i wish it stays this way..
it brings me comfort and sense of belonging..
hey guys and my lovely sis..
thanks..
i know your efforts ..

That's what friends are for..(thanks..)
Thanks for the song.a song so right..*HUGS*

i am extremely sad..
its a very big blow to me.
all i can feel is only sadness.
and blaming myself for letting things to be the way it is.

i dare not hold.
but when i start to hold.
it slips away from my hand.

i dare not dream.
because when i do.
the dreams shatter..
just like my heart do..
right now..into bits and pieces.

what i can do..
is only to give time, time..

i saw this some where..
Time heals almost everything . Gives Time, time.

speechless.
i think i having bad dreams again..
but this time is a dream coming true..
Happiness is always short -lived..

i broke a PROMISE TO MYSELF AND NOW I HAVE TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES BY MYSELF..
I REALLY SHOULDNT HAVE TRUSTED ANYONE..
WHY DUN I LEARN MY LESSONS..?
NOT THAT I'M GULLIBLE IS I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE YOU..
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING..I REALLLY DUNNO..
I THINK I AM TOO BLIND TO SEE ANYTHING..
I'M ALWAYS THERE IS BECAUSE..I WANTED TO..JUST BECAUSE THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR U ALL THE WHILE,,
I AM STUPID AND SILLY ...WHY PPL ALWAYS TOOK THINGS FOR GRANTED?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF SAYING SORRY WHEN U HAVE HURT ME SOO MUCH AND SOO MANY TIMES..
AND I ASKED YOU TO THINK CAREFULLY ..AND U SAID U DID..
AND WHY ARE ALL THE THINGS COMING BACK..
IS IT ME OR YOU..

I FUCKING DUNNO AND I REALLY NOW AT THIS MOMENT JUST WANTED TO HURL ALL VULGARITIES IN THE WORLD..
WHY MUST U MAKE ME HATE U SOO MUCH..
WHY WHEN I 'M GOING TO FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING THEN U COME DISTURB ME AGAIN..
GIVE ME ALL THE HOPES AND PROMISES AND THREW THEM DOWN FROM HEAVEN TO HELL..
ARE U TOO SELFISH OR AM I TOO SILLY..
THINGS COME INTO THIS STATE I FUCKING DUNNO WHAT TO DO..
I WILL BE THERE WHEN I AM THERE BUT ONCE I'M GONE.I WILL BE GONE FOREVER..
AND EVER..
AND I FUCKING MEAN IT!
WAT THE FUCK AM I DOING!

10.05.2008 saturday

meet ling and fy at 1 plus to go Swissotel..
then we checked in..and have lunch at MOS burger..
hmm..then we went back to hotel room to wait for wong to come..
she needs to do a lot of things..haha....
make choc cake and stuff like that..
finally when she came is almost 5pm i think..
then we went to the sauna..because the spa is not in service..
the sauna..is super hot...then we went to the jacuzzi for 15 mins..
and then bathe b4 proceeding to mingsui bday chalet at pasir ris..

we meet bi at cityhall mrt..
feeling bad of making her wait ..
when we reached the chalet..there were many ppl..
many old school mates..from 4/5, 4/6, 4/7
those were the times..when we all looked back and shared all the funny things of each class..
it's really memorable..
esp Subash told us alot of funny stuff that they did..
making us burst out laughing non-stop..

after that,we went back to the hotel..
and watched 2 shows..
prom night and music and lyrics..
but we could not hold till the end..we were all so sleepy and tired..
4 am..
we slept..

when we woke up its in the near afternoon..
because the sun shone into the room..ahha..
wenxin came up to wait for us ...for lunch..
he also waited for some time while we watched Nanny Mcphee( dunno how too spell)..and took turns to bathe..

we had lunch at thai express bistro..
all have soup based noodles while i had pan fried hor fun..
then i went to my grand ma house while the rest went home..

when i reached my grandma house, they started dinner..
ok..i just had my lunch and i'm going to have dinner!good job..
hah..full until like going explode..
yah..but i ate half bowl instead of full bowl rice..
buay tahan..haha..but cannot dun eat also..

after that, i went to buy chwee kuey for supper..
it's quite famous..
bt i cant see the diff..
still taste like chwee kuey..ahha..why is it famous..?
i also dunno..


and i really like the scenery at swissotel..
minus the IR construction..=)

mine

06.05.08 Tuesday

meet dear for dinner at citylink..
we had New York New York..
mine looks more appetizing than his..haha..
ribs spagetti vs chicken something set..
after that we went to marina square to walk ard..
then go home..


07.05.08 Wednesday

meet wong and her friend to go bugis...
then we shopped ard...
then go home..


08.05.08 Thurday

went to marina de john little to shop with his mum ..
then end up he buying more stuff than us..lol.
had dinner at yuki yaki..
my first time there..
the fun part is playing with the icecream and ate it

09.05.08 friday

meet ling at dohby ghaut to eat sushi near the glass house..
cathay sushi super long queue so we just have to change our plans...
then go cine walk walk..
then go home

xinhui bday pressie

3.05.2008 Saturday..

went to dear's place for dinner..
at first feeling nervous haha..
cause gt many of his relatives..
after dinner. watched The Hottie and the nottie..and Doomsday..


4.05.2008 sunday

woke up ard 10 plus..
had to drag myself out of the bed..
reached dragon gate restaurant and had dim sum..
i 'm not gonna eat siew mai for the next month..
ARGhh...
after dim sum, we went to watch Ironman..
the show is not bad..i would say..
the most interesting part is the part where stark starts to make a prototype of the ironman..
after the movie.,we saw Felicia Chin..
she's very friendly and pretty..
she's my idol..hee..
she says hi and goodbye to us..
LOL..

after tt, xinhui drove us to Holland v where we had our dinner at Crystal jade..
then ice cream at haagen dazz..


i'm thinking too much..