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speechless.
i think i having bad dreams again..
but this time is a dream coming true..
Happiness is always short -lived..

i broke a PROMISE TO MYSELF AND NOW I HAVE TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES BY MYSELF..
I REALLY SHOULDNT HAVE TRUSTED ANYONE..
WHY DUN I LEARN MY LESSONS..?
NOT THAT I'M GULLIBLE IS I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE YOU..
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING..I REALLLY DUNNO..
I THINK I AM TOO BLIND TO SEE ANYTHING..
I'M ALWAYS THERE IS BECAUSE..I WANTED TO..JUST BECAUSE THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR U ALL THE WHILE,,
I AM STUPID AND SILLY ...WHY PPL ALWAYS TOOK THINGS FOR GRANTED?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF SAYING SORRY WHEN U HAVE HURT ME SOO MUCH AND SOO MANY TIMES..
AND I ASKED YOU TO THINK CAREFULLY ..AND U SAID U DID..
AND WHY ARE ALL THE THINGS COMING BACK..
IS IT ME OR YOU..

I FUCKING DUNNO AND I REALLY NOW AT THIS MOMENT JUST WANTED TO HURL ALL VULGARITIES IN THE WORLD..
WHY MUST U MAKE ME HATE U SOO MUCH..
WHY WHEN I 'M GOING TO FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING THEN U COME DISTURB ME AGAIN..
GIVE ME ALL THE HOPES AND PROMISES AND THREW THEM DOWN FROM HEAVEN TO HELL..
ARE U TOO SELFISH OR AM I TOO SILLY..
THINGS COME INTO THIS STATE I FUCKING DUNNO WHAT TO DO..
I WILL BE THERE WHEN I AM THERE BUT ONCE I'M GONE.I WILL BE GONE FOREVER..
AND EVER..
AND I FUCKING MEAN IT!
WAT THE FUCK AM I DOING!